WWEEEEEEEE=)

moved.

2010-09-19T16:17:00.003+08:00

moved to http://iamtakingoffmylabels.blogspot.com/

updates.

2010-07-22T23:39:00.001+08:00

One month since I last blogged. Ran out of things to say due to my non-interesting life previously.
Stopped working at DiGi, Jusco Ipoh. Worked there for 5 months, from Feb till June.
Can't believe I actually did so.

It started out pretty fun, and easy. All I had to do is sell top-ups, get customers to register for postpaid lines, replacement of sim cards, etc. Well, sometimes I do have to entertain older uncles and aunties by answering their pointless questions, and listen to how their children mistreat them. Money-making is not at all easy, spending em' obviously is, but earning em' is a totally different story.

For instance, to make 10ringgit extra, I have to make DiGi's postpaid plan super attractive.
I have to put on a big smile, a twinkle in my eyes, with the sweetest voice I can manage, and say: " WELCOME! ARE YOU INTERESTED IN OUR LATEST VOICE CALL PROMOTION? IT GOES AS LOW AS RM30 A MONTH! AND THE CALL RATE IS ONLY 20CENTS PER MINUTE! THAT IS LIKE 16CENTS CHEAPER THAN PREPAID PLAN! OH MY! AREN'T DIGI JUST GENEROUS! ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS GIVE ME YOUR IC AND PAY ME THE ADVANCE PAYMENT, AND EVERYTHING IS DONE WITHIN AN HOUR! USING ANOTHER TELCO? NO PROBLEM! PAY YOUR BILLS, HAND ME YOUR IC AND THE ADVANCE PAYMENT, AND DIGI WILL BE SERVICING YOU IN A DAY'S TIME! HASSLE-FREE AND NO BLACK-OUT PERIODS! I KNOW RIGHT? IT IS SO WORTH IT! NOT ONLY THAT, PAYMENTS CAN BE DONE SO EASILY! GREENTOWN BUSINESS CENTRE, POST OFFICES, ONLINE BANKING OR RIGHT HERE AT THAT COUNTER! AND IF YOU CHOOSE TO DO AUTO-PAYMENT WITH YOUR CREDIT CARD, DIGI REWARDS YOU BY GIVING YOU A RM5 REBATE EVERY BILL!
*here is where I inhale, smile and blink my eyes*

SOOOO? SHALL WE PROCEED? CAN I HAVE YOUR IC PLEASE?
If I get lucky, I might get them to register with me. 10 BUCKS MADE!

But mostly, they just wave their hands and shake their heads, muttering a brief thank you.
Obviously I replied by saying, oh it is fine! Have a great day! But inside my head, I am imagining their faces on a bulls eye where I shoot darts at.

Anyway, what I learnt from this past working experience, is that we should not judge a book by its cover. I found myself being extra polite and helpful to the ones that looked wealthy and highly educated, and a little impatient to those who didn't have the perfect hair and came with an umbrella.

But turns out, some of the wealthy-looking ones are stingy, demanding, and ordered us around like we are their servants. Non-wealthy looking ones? Very grateful and easygoing. So you see, my judging sucks. The next time I critisize your hair or clothing, don't be mad, I bet you looked great. Haha.

Being a person with endless time to spend now, I chose to be absolutely useless.

The routine being,
I wake up, wash up, gobble up any food in sight, watch movies, chit chat with parents, eat somemore, watch movies, yawn, yawn, take supper, yawn, mouth feels tired of yawning, sleep.
Sounds awesome or what? Hahaha.

Well, I do go out and hang out with friends at times. But now that most of my close friends left Ipoh for studies, I am left alone here, the last to go off. Its pretty sad when I can't find company to watch a movie with. I want to watch Despicable Me!

And oh! Rambutan is in season now, which means I have a tree full of red rambutans waiting to be indulged! Plucking them down, eating them fresh! We do it daily, and we can eat ALOT. Noms noms.

One more month to go. And Hong Kong, here I come. (=

>>>Besties that left. I miss you, and you.

My new iTouch, JiaJin paid more than half for it. muaahahha. Thank you gorgor.

>>>Broken spacebar, pressing the button now.

>>>RAMBUTANS. YUMYUM.

>>>Eldest bro got married to YanYan. Hee.

Till then.

random sadness.

2010-06-20T01:36:00.000+08:00

Its 1.30am now, and I feel the sudden surge of sadness.
I cannot imagine being in HK in another 2 months time, all alone with no close friends, and no mommy and daddy and brothers.
I cannot imagine how much will I miss them.
I am so not ready, and I know its still early to feel that way.
But I still do.
Why do we have to grow up?

Till then.

always the kid.

2010-05-11T00:25:00.000+08:00

I am almost 20 this year, young adult I would say.
I may not be financially independent, or independent in any way, but not a kid, not even a teen.
Being controlled in many ways sickens me at times, but I cant voice it out cause I know my words hurt.
When will I ever be able to have full freedom?
But I dont want to be left alone either, never.
I am totally contradicting myself.
I want to be taken care of all the time, but not controlled.
I dont want to be the kid.
I guess that is what I want.
Off to bed.

Till then.

it has been long.

2010-05-04T00:41:00.000+08:00

Still working in DiGi, earning.

My study plans has finally come forth, will update soon.

I miss my close friends, come back please!

Big Bro's wedding in 2 months time, yet to find a dress to somehow make me look pretty.

Cant wait for family reunion in June, I miss the tall ones.

I need a new phone, the old phone is #-less.

I miss being able to sleep till noon everyday.

Till then.

a useless day,

2010-04-15T23:06:00.002+08:00

I spent my off day at home today.
I slept, and slept, and slept somemore.
The weather is totally killing me.
Walking out of my room to get something to drink downstairs can make me sweat. Ugh.
I get headaches too! Though pathetic, but this makes me miss my workplace, where at times its too cold till I need to wear a sweater.

I have been working for 2 months plus already.
I am getting very used to it, but not in love with it.
Another 2 months to go, and I will be waving goodbye to DiGiman.

It got me thinking today, whether its worth being tied down with this job.
I have no freedom, I have been missing out alot on all the fun.
Been saying no to alot of gatherings, trips, etc.
Sigh. I better make alot of money and gain some good experiences out of this.

Okay, not forgetting to do my job, I shall mention a little about the latest promotion of DiGi.
DiGi came out with their latest Smart Plan, for smart phones.
Smart phones holders can sign up with DiGi's Smart Plan, existing customer or not.
DiGi offers Smart Plan with Smart Phones too, BB Curve 8520, BB Bold 9700 and HTC Legend.
You can choose to sign up for the non-contract, 1 year, or 2 years contract.
Its not bad at all, considering the rates and the attractive phones DiGi is offering.
Check it out people. Come sign with me. LOL.

Till then.

BR's pink day.

2010-03-31T12:05:00.000+08:00

Baskin Robbins is being extra nice on Wednesdays recently.
Wednesdays are pink days!
You get to buy two junior scoops at the price of one, if you show up with anything pink.
7.90 for two scoops! Yum.

GO GET IT PEOPLE. Ice cream makes you VERY happy.
At least it does, for me. Heehee.

Till then.

what made you think you are living the worst life?

2010-03-27T01:21:00.000+08:00

I don't like hearing people complain about how dreadful their life is.
When I suggest to them ways and solutions to somehow make their life better, they tend to rant on and on about how they are suffering from endless stress, their neverending debt, and that I don't understand how life is like for them.
Well, there are always people who are less fortunate.
People who don't get to stand in front of me and tell me about their sad life story.
If you think your life is not awesome, do something about it instead of poisoning your ownself with negative thoughts.

Anyway,
I am reading the book, My Story by Dave Pelzer.
Honestly, the book is quite disturbing when I read about all the horible things his mom did to him.
I love my parents. And I love the book too. LOL.

Full day at work tomorrow, again.
So fun.

Till then.

i have backpain, and i cant feel my legs.

2010-03-25T23:37:00.000+08:00

I used to be able to play Netball for hours, sometimes days when competitions are ahead.
Sad to say I can no longer do that.
A few hours of light training is enough to drain me completely.
Even washing my hair felt like a hard task.
I ate alot during dinner though.
Yum.

Many people do wonder why do I still go back to school for training since I graduated years ago?
Well, I guess my passion for Netball hasn't die off yet.
I still love the game even after so many years, and I never really got tired of it.
And I love the players, seniors and juniors, they make me laugh, and I laugh as loud as I could without covering my mouth.
Good luck juniors for your upcoming game, do your best and kill off our rival! Please!

I have work tomorrow. Gahhhh. But am going out with the useless woman who became mean tonight. HAHA!

Till then.

Hello again.

2010-03-24T00:33:00.000+08:00

It has been long since I last blogged. Been really busy with work recently, and I ran out of things to write, so yeah. Dont give up on this blog just yet, pretty please!

Just a brief update about my recent happenings. I am now working at the DiGi Specialised Store in Jusco Ipoh. I hate working but I like the working environment as the people are friendly and funny. But it can be quite boring at times that mushrooms grow on me, and later on they rot due to excessive boredom. Grrr.

Been going out during my off days with my useless girlfriend ZhaoXing. She is super free every single day as she has nothing better to do. So yeah, please ask her out. LOL.

I miss everyone that is currently not in Ipoh. Ipoh seems extra quiet nowadays. Hmmmm, I need my people with me!

I want a new phone! And an Ipod Touch too! My phone is pissing me off and I am getting sick of it. The sight of those Ipod Touches in the DiGi store is way too tempting. I get super jealous when customers purchase them. So many things, so little cash. )=

My eldest's brother is getting married in June, in Singapore. Can't wait! My brother in a suit, HAHA, can't wait, can't wait.

Till then, people. GBU!

I want my face back!

2010-02-08T00:40:00.000+08:00

Okay, I look a lot better now. Thank God.
I still cannot chew on anything, but I am losing weight, I think?

Taking off my stitches tomorrow, then off to work at noon. Hardworking much?

My parents reminded me of how blessed I actually am.
I was supposed to do this operation one week before the trip to HK, but somehow it got delayed, and I was whining about it.
Now that I know how bad the swelling and pain are, I am glad the operation got postponed, if not how else will I be able to enjoy those luxurious food?
And in that case, gain the weight?
The opt was right after the trip, and 2 weeks before CNY.
When I think about it, it was as though God was helping me to lose the weight I gained from HK, and allow me to gain them back during CNY. How wonderful is that huh?
Praise God! He is awesome in all ways! (=

I can't wait to eat again, like seriously, seriously.

I just swallowed half a bowl of maggi, it was not tasty.

Have a great week ahead friends.

>>> I am getting back my face shape soon! Just a lil more to go. ((=

Till then.

Birthday Greeting from Malaysia to Germany.

2010-02-05T00:28:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday!
Your first birthday away from home, I hope you aren't feeling homesick there.
Though I know you have an awesome company there with you. LOL.

Just know that you are deeply missed over here,
your absence makes our heart grow fonder!

Hopefully I will get to see you soon, I really miss you.

Happy Birthday, my dear friend Shun Ling. (=
I love you.

Till then.

I bid farewell to my wisdom teeth.

2010-02-03T17:17:00.000+08:00

I went for an operation on Tuesday, to get all 4 of my wisdom teeth extracted. For those who didn't know, my wisdom teeth on my lower jaw were growing in a sleeping position, pushing my other teeth inwards. The doctor says it's better to remove the upper ones too, to prevent it from overgrowing.
So yeah, all 4 of them, to be removed.

I went under general anesthetic, Thank God for that, for I cannot feel anything or see anything throughout the whole operation.
I bet the doctor would've gotten wounded by me if I wasn't unconscious.
I was wheeled out of the operation room after 2 hours or so, I was conscious by then, nodding to my mom, telling her I am not dead.
Slept throughout the day, fainted on the way to the toilet, brought home around 5.

Slept somemore, ate blended porridge for I cannot chew.
Fainted again after getting up from the toilet bowl.
I think I used up my energy when I pee, so yeah.
Ate more blended gooey porridge, this time,
I puked everything out, lots of blood clots was puked out, some from my nose too.
Felt much better, went to bed in parents' room.

I cannot chew much, so no solid food for a week or more. Guess it is the perfect timing for me to lose all the weight I have gained from HK.
That's about it.

Praise God if your wisdom teeth aren't giving you any problem!
And I praise God for giving me two wonderful parents, who treat me like a princess now.
Thank you so much!
Thanks to those who prayed for me. ((=

P/s : I have a square face now, due to the excessive swelling. And oh, not forgetting Qivin's sexy sausage lips too! I don't look pretty, at all.

A picture for yall. (=

Till then.

Hong Kong, Day 11.

2010-01-30T18:43:00.001+08:00

My previous post says, Day 1. And now, Day 11. Sorry people, I got too lazy and was too hung up with HIMYM.
Heading back to sweet o' Malaysia tomorrow noon. Byebye my shopping paradise, my food haven.
Will blog about my whole trip when I get back, with pictures attached.
I had fun! All thanks to my dearest uncle and aunty, who pampered mommy and I to GREAT, GREAT food. We stuffed ourselves with food practically every single meal.
Wondering whether I put on any weight? I hope I can say no, but sadly, I did.
I am very bummed out about it, but how can I say no to good food, right?
Gonna sweat it all away when I get back, I hope. (((=

Miss you all much.

Till then.

Hong Kong, Day 1.

2010-01-20T23:45:00.000+08:00

Day 1.
Reached HK at 0930. Took taxi back to HKUST, uncle's apartment, which was next to the sea. Weather was cold, even colder inside the apartment. LOL. Practically carried the blanket wherever I go. Had lunch at the university's canteen, delicious food they have there! Slept the afternoon away as we were really tired.
Woke up around 6, dinner after. We went all the way to SaiKung to have seafood dinner, at Tung Kee Restaurant. Prolly the best seafood dinner I ever had. (= Thanks Uncle!
Great day awaits!

Some Lorr.

Cheesy Lobster with Noodles. YUMMY!

Steamed Abalone with Salt.

Pissing Prawns with Fried Onions.

Scallop.

Steamed Crab with Egg White.

SanYi and Uncle.

SanYi, Mommy and I.

Mommy and I.

Till then.

I am defying gravity, and you won't bring me down.

2010-01-18T22:34:00.001+08:00

I'm getting better at it each day.
I am in luck, to have great friends.
I know one day, it will be my turn.

Went out with my girls today.
JJ, again. How hard is it to guess huh? LOL.
Anyway, we had lunch, walked around and took TONS of pictures. Our usual routine.
Oh, we all wore red, planned beforehand, of course. CNY much?

Was talking to Daniel yesterday, and somehow we talked about old times.
We used to be in quite a number of plays for our church.
The most memorable one, hands down, a play named the Five Trees, or something else.
We had Christmas Tree costumes, and green face paint! We even did the play in front of the Perak Sultan and a few big shots.
It was definitely a remarkable experience!
Good old times.

That's about it. Gonna pack for HK tonight.

Till then.

we were the kings and queens of promise

2010-01-17T14:13:00.000+08:00

Don't make promises you cannot keep.

Because when you don't, a heart is crushed.

You may not know it, but it happens.

Went back to school for Netball in the morning yesterday.

I think it is the only time I don't mind sweating a lot, I miss it so much.

Had a belated farewell for Abel and Emily at JooLee's in the afternoon.

It is kinda lame for having a farewell after they left, but oh well, the gathering was fun. LOL.

Played pictionary after, my team sucked badly, we were out of luck?

Pastor talked about forgiveness in sermon yesterday, using Peter and James as examples.

Martyrdom.

Heavy stuff, but it gets you thinking, how strong your faith really is?

Youth today, possibly my last youth meeting.

HK, start of work after.

Till then.

I can be your melody

2010-01-15T17:54:00.000+08:00

I need to find out,
I need to get out.

Tired of listening,
tired of answering.

I want out.

Till then.

you make me smile like the sun

2010-01-14T22:19:00.000+08:00

Okay, I watched Julie and Julia yesterday. I find it great, but not as fantastic as what I was told. Meryl Streep did a good job, though her voice is ultimately annoying in the show, I guess that's how the character is supposed to be. Julie blogs everyday in the show, and it seems wonderful, its like her cooking diary. And somehow it makes me want to blog more too! Just hope I would have good stuff to blog about despite what I do every single day.

Hiked up Kledang Hill again today. Took a different route this time, the 4-9 route, longer but easier compared to the Bald route. I didn't need anyone to push me up, great success! Had fun spending time with my favorite people. We should make more trips like these, my dad called me fat just yesterday. Grrrr.

The day went on with an outing with Kirsten and Esther. Watched Alvin and the Chipmunks. And my, aren't they the cutest creature on tv. I loved the part where the Chipettes sang Single Ladies, my eyes were totally fixed on them! But I think the name Chipettes a little off, what kinda name is that? It does sound like Chipek, don't you think? Anyway, I enjoyed the show. I love my girls.

I haven't been quite happy recently. Can't quite figure out what is really bothering me. But one thing I can be sure of, I have serious trust issues. I often keep things to myself, not wanting to let others know what is really hapenning in my life. I guess I am afraid of letting others see the real me, it is intimidating and makes me feel vulnerable. Besides, knowing how we humans can make mistakes with our tongues, I don't want my personal matters to be spreaded around. But I do want to be able to trust, it makes things easier for me, as I don't have to hide myself away. I am learning, trying, and asking help from God.

Till then.

The start of 2010.

2010-01-11T16:46:00.001+08:00

2010 is here, and I am now 20.
I guess the number doesn't matter, but the fact that I am no longer a teen still sucks.

Anyway, I had a great start for the year.

I went on a trip to Pangkor Island with the church gang.
I know, I know, I just went like weeks ago.
Oh well, different gang of company gives a different kinda feeling,
and it was AWESOME.

Then, I worked in PC Fair with Sniper Technology.
3 full days of standing aint fun at all, but working with the people is.
I learnt so much about computer accessories, things I never knew, never been bothered to.
Anything you want to know about car modulators, memory card readers, mouse, cooler fans, headphones...
Ask KaiBing the Great, HAHA.
I realised my Malay sucks too, I need lessons.

Went for dentist checkup today.
Gonna have all 4 of my wisdom teeth extracted, on this Wednesday.
General hospital, which means a lot of hassle, a lot of walking.
And they just called, and said they might have to postpone my opt due to some emergency case.
GREAT.

Anyway, am going to HK on the 20th till 31st.
And I just can't wait. (=
My uncle promised to teach me a fun way to wash his car. LOL.

Till then.

as we march toward 2010.

2009-12-31T23:35:00.001+08:00

and so, 2009 has come to an end.

Awesome things happened, and so did bad things
and as I think about all that has happened, I am glad for every single occurrence.

I was caught up but I struggled through.
I stumbled and I picked myself up.
I learnt and I grew.

Built great relationships with some new friends, but lost in closeness with some.
and as I try to manage all my relationships, I realised, at times, we need to let go.

Stepping into adulthood, a phase I never want to go through.
A brand new phase, that comes with new burdens, heavier burdens.

A new year has arrived, a great year is awaiting.
I am loved, I am blessed and I am grateful.

Happy New Year, people.
Have all the happiness you can get. (=

Till then.

HELLO PANGKOR!

2009-12-24T00:43:00.001+08:00

Pangkor Trip (21.12.09 - 22.12.09)

The trip to Pangkor was awesome!
Place itself wasn't that great, but the company certainly was.

On Monday morning, we had Dim Sum breakfast at Yuk Fuk Mun.
Then, off we go in 2 cars.

On the way, we stopped by UTP to have a look.
UTP has a BEAUTIFUL library.
How beautiful? It makes me feel like studying, THAT beautiful. Lol.

>>> That's the library behind us.

Reached the jetty around 1, bought our ferry tickets, took some pictures and got ourselves some ice cream.

Travelled on the sea for about 30 mins, and there we are, in Pangkor.
There were a lot of scary uncles promoting their motor-renting business at the exit, shouting out words we can't even get.
ZhaoXing wanted to punch them in the face, I'm positive. HAHA!

Pangkor was beautiful, not well conserved though.
The beach wasn't as beautiful as I remember it.
But oh well, I had the best people with me. (=

Got to BayView, and checked in.
Our rooms were huge, with such huge beds.
Pricey, of course. Tsk.
Changed into something more comfortable and off we go.
TO THE BEACH!

Took crazy lots of pictures, posing everywhere.
I love my friends, they make the pictures looked really good. (=

Tried the banana boat, where the man dragged us around the sea.

He told us he will raise his hand before he fling us into the sea, and we are supposed to let go and fall into the sea, we shouted OKAY back at him.
But when he actually raised his hand, Teng and Sian were the only ones that did accordingly. HAHA!
3 of us didn't want to let go at all, we held on to the strap with all our strength.
Feeling betrayed, the 2 of them floated in the sea looking awfully helpless. HAHAHAHHA!
But all of us did fall into the sea the second time.
Climbing back to the boat is not an easy task at all, all of us were so exhausted when we got back to the shore.
Poor Ming couldn't play cause her aunty came to visit at the wrong time, tsk.

To make sure Ming doesn't feel left out, we decided to give her a brand new look.
We agreed on huge boobs and sexy curves, but with a tail.
TA-DA! Wasn't she pretty? ((((=

Went for some kayaking after.
We did about 45 minutes of rowing, toured quite far out the sea.
Did I say I was exhausted after banana-boat-ing?
Well, I wanted to die after kayaking.
I couldn't feel my hands, and I could barely lift myself up to get out of the kayak.
Seriously, what kinda sport is that? LOL.
But I had fun, lots of fun.

Dinner wasn't good, big turn off, shan't elaborate on it. Pffftt.
Went back to our rooms to chill, played some cards, talked and laughed.
Ming's reaction in SNAP is beyond slow. LOL.
Slept early cause we were really, really tired.

Our cycling plans were cancelled since nobody woke up for that.
We went to the beach for one last time.
And yes, we took pictures. Not much of a news eh? LOL.
Watched half of Cutting Edge 3-Chasing the Dream in the room, Matt Lanter is TOO cute to be human.
Checked out around 12, had lunch at KFC, then back to our hometown Ipoh.

There, my awesome trip to Pangkor with my awesome friends. (=

I always knew I loved hanging out with them, but it was when I really got the chance to do that again, that I realised how much I missed them.

These people may not be the prettiest or the most popular, and they may not tell the funniest jokes.
But these people made me laughed my heart out, and they laughed at my not-so-funny-jokes, and I adore them for doing that.

I feel so happy, like REALLY happy when I look through the pictures we took.
The smiles on our faces looked so sincere, and I can smile just by looking at them.

I am craving for more of these trips to come! (=

Till then.

according to him, I'm beautiful, incredible.

2009-12-20T23:44:00.001+08:00

Wow, it has been long. I am pretty positive that the readers of this blog dropped from countable to nil. LOL.
But oh well, Stephen reads my blog, good enough. HAHA!

Nothing much happened these days, I have been living kinda lifelessly.
I slept late, woke up even later, ate like a cow, watched movies excessively, went out and spent money on overpriced drinks... Basically that, you get the idea.

Something worth blogging would be Kirsten's 19.
As you all know, Kirsten Wong Pik Soon is my childhood friend, since I was 5. We remained best friends until now, pretty amazing huh?

So yeah, her birthday is on 11th Dec, but we took her out a day earlier, on the 10th for dinner.
Esther and I went around scouting for her birthday presents days before. Saw this gorgeous white and black top
and Esther decided to buy that for her.

We actually planned a surprise for her. We called up the church gang to be at the Wong's by 10, to surprise her with a cake when we get back from dinner.

The plan went well.
We got there around 7, dressed her up with the new top from Esther and the DIY bracelet + necklace I gave her.
She looked stunning that night!

We took her to Maria's for dinner, along with Elaine and Emily.

Great dinner, favorite company, awesome night.

Went next door for some champagne after dinner.

Emily and I were basically busy texting the others to get ready the whole time, LOL.

We headed home about 10.15 and when we reached, the house was still.

AGI opened the door and we went in like normal.

It was when Kirsten was busy talking, that the whole gang came out singing with the lit cake.

She screamed. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

She was extremely surprised, I must say. Her face turned red like a lobster.

She had fun, I think, she better, lol.

Besides that, we had Kampung Games in church.

I didn't play, I took pictures and laughed at others. LOL.

Many, many unfamiliar faces, names I cannot utter.

I had to admit, I am now an old fart.

Oh, Youth Camp 2009.

I thought it wasn't a success, but many enjoyed it.

They claimed that it is one of the best camp! Heeehee.

Despite the hot weather, uncountable flies and mosquitoes, everything else is great. (=

FROG totally rocks, old farts, but we rock. HAHA.

Night games was great, I get to scream at others and make them do chicken dance, SO FUN!

I think this is the camp where the older ones really bonded with the younger ones.

It feels great to see them bonding by painting each other's nails and shouting on top of their lungs when playing card games.

I myself get to spend more time with the oldies, who aren't around much.

Missed old times so much.

I had a great time, and all glory goes to God. (=

I am going to Pangkor tomorrow with my ex-schoolmates. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

I am going to have a great time.

More updates!

Till then.

The First Week.

2009-11-29T02:20:00.001+08:00

Am back to Ipoh for one week already.
Enjoying every single minute, as I get to sleep whenever I want.
It is really the best thing ever.

Well, I shall blog about how I came back.
I came back by my dad's Vios of course, but the amazing thing is how we managed to take everything back in one go.
Trust me, I am deeply amazed. By my mom.
I had ALOT of stuff in Subang.
Everytime I come back to Ipoh, I make sure I go back with two big bags of things, so I guessed that's how my things multiplied, tenfolds.
My parents weren't aware of that fact, and they thought it was possible to just heave everything into the car.
When I took down half my things, my dad was like, WOI, HOW MUCH LEFT LAR?
I said, alot.
It was seriously an impossible mission, but I have an awesome mom.
She tried like 5 times, putting in things, then taking them out and rearrange to make more space.
In the end, she did it.
Though my mom and I had to climb out of the car, we made it back to Ipoh.

Home is awesome, as I have mentioned before.
Food is awesome too, I am definitely gaining weight.

Went for my dentist appointments, gonna have my wisdom teeth extracted out next January, all 4 of them.
I am terrified, and I can't eat solid food for about two weeks, pure torture.
Therefore, I am going to indulge every single delicious food available now. Heeheee.

Met up with my netball peeps for yumcha and badminton.
Missed hanging out with them alot, I can always laugh when I am with them.
I exercised! I feel so thin already, though I did eat double portions for lunch after that. Oh well.

I haven't seen any of my church friends yet, must do so soon.

I miss my Subang friends!
Hope they are doing great.

Till then.

In the end, I had to leave.

2009-11-25T21:15:00.002+08:00

I am finally done with A-Levels.
As torturing as it might have been, it was a good one and a half years.

Great friends made, that's a sure thing.

I was lucky enough to be placed in a class full of fun beings.

I am going to miss all of them alot.

I miss those dinner dates, burger times, beer sessions, cards games and pool games with my rotten friends every night.

Them being Debbie, KeiYan and ChiLim.

Though I see them every single day, it never gets boring.

I miss the upside-down life I had over there too.

We sleep and wake up at all the wrong times.
Living according to our own will and pace.
It is not exactly healthy, but it was kinda relaxed.

Our all-nighters, pork mee for breakfast, Chor Dai Dee and Need For Speed to de-stress, taking turns to have our naps...

Aye, I really, really miss those times!

>>> We played while waiting for our food to come. LOL!

>>> ChiLim never wants to take picture with me.

>>> The infamous Pork Mee that KeiYan absolutely loves.

Not forgetting Starbucks!

Starbucks was my study place days before exams started.

Friendly staffs accompanied me during my stressful hours of cramming-info-into-my-small-brain sessions.

Really gonna miss those times.

Oh well, as much as I miss Subang,

Ipoh is home, and home is awesome.

>>> Mommy trying to get me some Rambutans. HEEHEE.

>>> Fresh from the tree!

That's why I love being home. (=

Till then.

Shoutout to my classmate.

2009-11-11T01:15:00.001+08:00

A year passed, and here comes your birthday again.
I loved you then, and never stopped loving you as my comical classmate.
You brought me much joy, and I hope I did leave some footsteps in your heart.

I am sorry that Chemistry 4 landed on your birthday. )=
A Levels sucks out fun.

I may not be able to see much of you after A-Levels,
but I am glad I spent a year and a half with you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JITZ LIM!
I LOVE YOU CLASSMATE!

p/s Chem 4 is killing me.

Till then.

IFeel Girl Search 2009 Results.

2009-11-09T16:55:00.000+08:00

The finals for Ifeel Girl Search 2009 was held last Saturday.

Here are the results.

Overall Champ + Miss Sasa Perfect : 01. Miss Stephanie Poh

First Runner-Up : 10. Lau Kuan Yee. (((((=

Second Runner-Up : 11. Vivian Wong Ying Ying

Highest Sms Votings : 12. Yvonne Lim Ee Wen

There you go.

P/s: I still think my friend deserved to win.

Till then.

Nasi Lemak yum.

2009-11-03T10:18:00.000+08:00

"Don't eat it, you are stuffed!"

She turns and looked at the nasi lemak she just bought, after she had her breakfast.

"DON'T EAT IT, YOU ARE FAT! HA! YOU ARE FAT! DON'T EAT IT!"

She gobbled it up in ten minutes.

She is now a happy child about to start her day of misery with Physics.

The end.

Till then.

Vaseline. Fehling's solution.

2009-11-01T20:54:00.000+08:00

Vaseline makes my lips luscious and sexy.

A-Levels hasn't kill me entirely, yet.
8 more papers to go, and then, I'm free. Can't wait.
Been spending so much time with Debbie, nights with KeiYan and ChiLim.
They are the ones that released me from boredom.

I miss my family.
I miss crawling into my mom's arms.
I miss having nice conversations with my dad.
I miss fighting with my brothers.

I am going to miss Subang.
I am going to miss hanging out with my classmates.
I am going to miss the upside-down life I have here.
I am going to miss playing pool in AC.

Fehling's solution gives red ppt. with aldehyde.

Till then.

A girl turns 19 today.

2009-10-29T12:30:00.003+08:00

Dear Yan Wen,

Happy 19th Birthday!

Just in case you have forgotten your own age, you are only 19!

I am sorry I couldn't be there with you for your birthday, BLAME THE EXAMS!

But I will definitely make it up to you.

We are so gonna have a blast once I am done with A-Levels.

You have been a really great friend since I knew you.
You are a person who would go all out to help those in need.
You have a heart of gold, and you never fail to see the better side of a person.
You are never mean, which totally makes me seemed meaner than I actually am.
You are PRETTY, but never boastful.
You are all in all awesome, and I love you for that.

No matter where we will end up in future, I believe our friendship will hold us together.
I have faith that we will still be friends in the long run,
And we will be complaining about our workaholic husbands over tea next time. ((=

I love you, from the bottom of my heart.
Have a great birthday!

Till then.

Woolahay!

2009-10-25T01:03:00.003+08:00

My butt is flat,

flat from sitting.

My eyes are black,
for not sleeping.

My brain is stuffed,
stuffed with numbers.

My hands are dying,
caused by writing.

I have no life,
life has no fun.

Home is waiting,
for my comeback.

A Levels is not that difficult people, you just need to be constantly studying.
If you are someone who does study everyday, go on, A Levels is your thing.
Sadly, I don't do daily revision.

Sat for Mechanics on Wednesday, it wasn't too hard, I shall keep my fingers crossed.
Next paper is Math 3 on Wednesday again, hopefully it would be do-able too!

I just want to thank my family and all my friends who wished me good luck and kept me in their prayers.
Really, really appreciate em'.
Thanks mom for calling me everyday to see if I am still capable of conversing, and of course, am I eating healthily. I am, Mom! Baker's Cottage's cheese tarts are the bomb!

Oooooh, and of course, my so called daughter Debbie Lee Tjin Li! For letting me stay with her for nights just so that I can study till late night at Starbucks.
THANK YOU DEBBIE AND I LOVE YOU!
THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME DISTURB YOU EVERY 2 SECONDS WHEN I AM TAKING MY BREAK FROM STUDYING. HAHAHAHA!

Doomness continues.
Continue to pray for me people!

Till then.

IFeel Girl Search 2009

2009-10-18T02:26:00.002+08:00

PLEASE KEEP VOTING FOR HER!

and

SUPPORT HER AT THE FINALS OF IFEEL GIRL SEARCH 2009.

DATE: 7th OCTOBER 2009 (SAT)

TIME: 12PM TO 4PM

VENUE: BERJAYA TIMES SQUARE, LG, CONCOURSE AREA.

Lau Kuan Yee, contestant no.10.
She is chosen as the Top 12 Finalist for iFeel Girl Search 2009.
To vote for her, simply type IGS 10 and send it to 32888. Starting from 1/10/09 - 31/10/09.
For multiple votes,
1 vote : IGS 10
3 votes : IGS3 10
5 votes : IGS5 10
10 votes : IGS10 10 (RM0.50 for each vote)

Vote for her, I plead!
I really want her to win, and she definitely deserves to win!
She is really pretty, and she has a heart of an angel.
She is my best friend too!
Therefore, hesitate no more and vote for her! Please. (=

http://www.ifeel.com.my/igs2009/news.asp
Click here to view all the 12 finalists!
And find out why she deserves to win. ((((=
(The website is in Mandarin, but it is never a bad thing to have a look at pictures of pretty chicks huh? LOL.)

Till then.

Sweet, sour, and everything nice.

2009-10-13T02:35:00.000+08:00

Exams are really near, and I am on the verge of cracking.

I have,
Math problems that make me want to pull out all my hair;
Chemistry formulas that make my eyes go cuckoo;
Physics theories that make me feel stupid for not being able to understand the concepts;
oh, and Economics, that I have absolutely no idea how to crap out essays?

Starbucks has been my study place these couple of weeks.
It is not absolutely quiet, but at least my bed isn't there to seduce me.
Staffs there are absolutely friendly and nice, we do, sometimes get free beverages. HEEEHEE.

One interesting thing about Starbucks SS15 is that they have their regular customers who come in on daily basis.
Got to know a few interesting people, namely Sam and Soroush, two cool brothers from Iran.
They told us about how Iran is like.
Due to our ignorance, we didn't know that Iran snows. LOL.
Iran is beautiful, a must-visit destination.

>>> The Brothers.

Tonight was a very great night.
We decided to put our books away and do something fun.
Got some drinks, went to MyPlace poolside, and hung out.
It was definitely funny when Debbie and HaoYi started talking nonsense.

Fun aside, A2 is still there to torture me.
Another full day of studying to go tomorrow.
I can't wait for December to come!!
OOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH!

Gotta hit the sack now.
Night people.

p/s: Read some quotes today, gonna share with you people because I love yall. (=

-Life without a friend is death without a witness.

-Be slow in choosing a friend, but slower in changing them

-A friend is a present you give to yourself.

Till then.

Scary woman.

2009-10-09T09:27:00.002+08:00

Cops: Woman eats ex's goldfish after spat

-Fight over jewelry leads to untimely demise in frying pan for seven pet fish.

PASADENA, Texas - Authorities say a Houston-area woman who was burned up at her former common-law husband fried their pet goldfish and ate some of them.

Pasadena police say it's a civil matter and no charges will be filed. The seven goldfish were purchased together by the couple during happier times.

Police spokesman Vance Mitchell says the man reported on Saturday that the woman took the goldfish from his apartment.

Mitchell says the two argued earlier about some jewelry the man had given her but took back. She wanted the jewelry returned.

Officers who were dispatched to the woman's home arrived to find four fried goldfish on a plate. The woman said she already ate the other three.

-Article taken from MSNBC.

Okay, this is some old news dated 30th Sept. But it is still funny, no?

The guy actually reported that to the police.
What did he tell the police? MY WIFE STOLE MY GOLDFISH? LOL!
Oh well, I laughed.

Women can be scary after all, huh?
I do wonder how goldfishs taste like.

But don't get me wrong, I am not a fan of fish, they have wrinkly slimy skin.

Till then.

Just like old times.

2009-10-07T23:30:00.000+08:00

Had one of the best weekend in Ipoh.
Both my brothers are back from where they were, one brought along his girlfriend.
A really sweet and nice girl, more like a friend to me than just a person I HAVE to like because my brother said so.
Finally, a complete family reunion after so long.
We talked before meals, during meals, after meals; practically every single minute we spent together involves our mouths.
Remember what I said in the previous post? The one I mentioned about me not conversing to anyone for days? I was saving up my energy for the weekend. I totally utilized all of my energy, no joke.

Spending time with them made me missed childhood so much.
We used to do this everyday, those were the times.
I am glad our sibling-bond is still rigid, even as we marched toward different pathways, and even being in different countries.

I remember making a birthday wish when I was really young.
I wished I could trade one of my brothers for a sister, I think that was after they did something really mean to me, until I wanted to wish them away.
But I am glad wishes don't always come true.
I will be devastated if any one of them were taken away from me,
crushed because I won't have all those gifts they gave me. (Okay Gors, you can totally ignore this line, and feel proud about the previous one.)

I was having so much fun, until I got too comfortable.
I couldn't adjust well enough when it's time for them to leave, for me to come back to Subang.
I cried like a baby.
Something I haven't done in a very long time.
Oh well, it's times like these that make us appreciate what we have, more.

Reality hits right in my face when I stepped into my room this afternoon.
Books and notes were scattered everywhere, then I remembered, oh! I have an exam to do, to ace.

Pray for me! Pray for me! Pray for me!

I love my family.

Till then.

Best Friend.

2009-09-30T07:47:00.000+08:00

It is easy to label a best friend,
easier to be labelled as one.
But how easy it is, to actually be one?

I myself think it is very difficult to play the role of a best friend.

As a best friend,
You must always be prepared to put aside all things, and rushed to lend a helping hand when your best friend needs help.

You must always be prepared to lend your shoulder, for your best friend to cry on and whine about some sad story which doesn't even concern you.

You must always be prepared to be a great listener, preferably a mute one, for your best friend to rant about some pissing off brat.

You must always be prepared to sacrifice your sleep, and wish your best friend Happy Birthday, at 12am sharp.

You must always be prepared to step aside, and stay away from a crush, when your best friend likes that person too.

You must always be prepared to be the ugly friend who doesn't have any table manners, just to make your best friend look good on the first date.

I can go on and on, about things a best friend is required to do for the other.
Sometimes we grew tired, impatient, and not willing to do it anymore.

But before you give up on any friendship, think about the memories and the precious moments you all shared.
And if that doesn't work either, think about how your best friend did all those things mentioned to you, and yet has not given up on you.

Appreciate your best friend, be a best friend,
and thank God for putting that very special person in your life.

Till then.

I need a life.

2009-09-28T00:24:00.001+08:00

Haven't been out at all since Thursday.
Haven't had a conversation with anyone, excluding phone calls of course.
Haven't seen a familiar face and smile at one.
Alone, for days.

I am becoming a loner.

It's not like I am studying a whole lot at home, but I just don't feel like going out.
Waste of money, and then feel bad about not spending the time on books instead.

I am becoming an anti-social person.

Been blogging like nobody's business.
Been playing Spider Solitaire and Typing Maniac.
Been watching Friends during meals.

I need a life. Irk.

Till then.

I'm only me when I'm with you

2009-09-27T01:53:00.000+08:00

I'm only me when I'm with you. - Taylor Swift

Till then.

May I have a wish?

2009-09-25T10:51:00.001+08:00

May I wish for something small?

I wish,
to go back a few years.

Not much, just a couple of years.

Back to when we were this cute,

Back to where we were this innocent,

I think it would be nice,

to just go back and feel how it was like to be kids again.

Don't you think so?

Till then.

And so, it is really here.

2009-09-24T04:58:00.005+08:00

Collected my statement of entry today at the SOSAM office.

Didn't realise I am so dead until I was holding that piece of paper.

Didn't realise it is so soon until I saw the dates.

Didn't realise I have so much to study until I saw the subjects.

Oh well, at least my name looks nice. (=

Till then.

Just in case yall didn't know.

2009-09-23T13:19:00.000+08:00

Like I said, just in case yall didn't know,

Gossip Girl Season 3,

Heroes Season 4, and

One Tree Hill Season 7 are out.

Download them and waste all your time watchimg em!

It feels good, seriously. LOL.

Till then.

A thousand splendid suns

2009-09-21T22:05:00.000+08:00

This is the latest book I have read.
A thousand splendid suns
by Khaled Hosseini, author of The Kite Runner, which is also a great book.

An awesome book, wonderful quotes, and the plot was really amazing. Makes you want to continue reading even when your stomach is crying out loud for food.

Some of my favorite quotes from the book,

"One could not count the moons that shimmer on her roofs,or the thousand splendid suns that hide behind her walls."

"Marriage can wait, education cannot."

"Behind every trial and sorrow that He makes us shoulder, God has a reason."

"Of all the hardships a person had to face, none was more punishing than the simple act of waiting."

And of course, my favourite amongst the favourites,

"A society has no chance of success if its women are uneducated..."

So men, step aside and let us do our thing. LOL.

A book worth reading. (=

The old cover.

The new cover.

Till then.

If this isn't cute, what is?

2009-09-20T20:41:00.000+08:00

Okay, so I stole a picture from someone's Facebook.
But hello, this is some serious stuff, I couldn't resist. LOL.

Now, all you have to do is spot Kyan, as Mxiew is too easy to recognise.
Clue? Think nerd. (=

Till then.

Saturday is here.

2009-09-19T02:11:00.001+08:00

My browsers threw some ridiculous tantrums these few days, not allowing me to load any webpages.
Frustrating, but made me realised how much time I do have, when it is not spent on my computer.

Anyway, brother came down to Subang today.
Met up in Pyramid, had lunch, walked around, shopped.
Okay, only I shopped, and he paid. LOL.
My brother is super cool, be jealous.
He is no millionaire, but still he spends on me, because I am his little sister,
and I love him for that.
Thank you Gor!

Sam is leaving for UK today.
Yes, very sad.
I am going to miss this friend of mine all over again.

Spending the long weekend here in Subang, sad case.
KeiYan better be there for me, make me happy by bringing me for ice-cream.

Till then.

Jackass Foo has left for India.

2009-09-15T00:09:00.002+08:00

I have a friend, named Foo Mun Xiew.

He cracks you up, then screws you upside down.

He has the most ridiculous ideas,

He is a great friend, totally worth knowing.

Am so glad that I spent half of my Spm year in the library,

from getting to know him, to being insulted by him.

Never knew how influential he is until last Saturday night.

People flocked from all over the place just to bid him farewell.

Qivin might just hopped on a plane if he could.
We are going to miss him, that jackass.

Take care, Sau Sau. (=

India is definitely more happening with you there.

Till then.

Cinderella

2009-09-11T05:46:00.001+08:00

She spins and she sways to whatever song plays,
Without a care in the world.
And I'm sittin' here wearin' the weight of the world on my shoulders.
It's been a long day and there's still work to do,
She's pulling at me saying "Dad I need you!
There's a ball at the castle and I've been invited and I need to practice my dancin'"
"Oh please, daddy, please!"

So I'll dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Oh I'll dance with Cinderella
I don't wanna miss even one song,
Cuz all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone

She says he's a nice guy and I'd be impressed
She wants to know if I approve of the dress
She says "Dad, the prom is just one week away,
And I need to practice my dancin'"
"Oh please, daddy, please!"

So I'll dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Ohh-oh ohh-oh, I'll dance with Cinderella
I don't wanna miss even one song,
Cuz all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone
She will be gone.

She came home today
With a ring on her hand
Just glowin' and tellin' us all they had planned
She says "Dad, the wedding's still six months away
but I need to practice my dancin'"
"Oh please, daddy please!"

So I'll dance with Cinderella
While she is here in my arms
'Cause I know something the prince never knew
Ohh-oh ohh-oh, I'll dance with Cinderella
I don't wanna miss even one song,
(even one song)
Cuz all too soon the clock will strike midnight
And she'll be gone

Cinderella - Steven Curtis Chapman.

Came across this song while reading Leland's blog.
It is a beautiful piece, speaking about a father's love to his lil' princess.
Check it out people, hope it will touch your heart as it did to mine.

Till then.

abel babel

2009-09-10T00:54:00.000+08:00

Just got off the phone with Abel.
I almost forgot how nice he was to talk to.
I love you Abel my funny clown.
Good good friends we shall be, forever okay?
(=

And then, they came back.

2009-09-07T11:54:00.000+08:00

Went back to Ipoh for the weekend.
It was undeniably an awesome weekend!

The brother from Germany came back, with gifts! AHAHA!
Its so great to see him after approximately 2 years.
We hung out, we talked, we laughed,
and of course, we fought over the tiniest stuff ever.
It is in us, I think, we just had to. LOL.
Oh, and I finally see some resemblance between us in some photos,
it scares me.
But only in those photos where he looked particularly good though. HA!

The guitarboy came back from UK too.
He arrived around afternoon on Sunday, and he came for youth!
Missed his sorzai face and ugly hair and fatness so much. jokes.
Was feeling kinda ecstatic yesterday when I saw him. HAHA.
Two weeks aint long, plus I don't get to see him everyday, but I am still glad he came back.

Basically that was it, my weekend.
College on Tuesday, fun much?

Till then.

My Merdeka Countdown.

2009-09-02T00:00:00.003+08:00

Last year I spent Merdeka eve with my classmates.

Movie, nice dinner at the Curve,

then some drinks at Borneo Rainforest.

It was nice despite the part that we waited outside Coco Banana like some homeless.

This year, I spent Merdeka eve studying with Debbie in Starbucks.

We had our usual chocolate cream frap, then Baskin Robbins.

Oh, I had 'refill' due to some unblend ice cubes in my drink. HAHA!

Then I went to bed before the clock strikes 12.

How did you spend your Merdeka?

Till then.

God's mighty hands.

2009-08-29T03:15:00.000+08:00

Debbie lost her wallet today.
And then she found it.
Apparently some really honest person found it and dropped it at AC's counter.
She checked, and everything was inside.
Tell me it wasn't God's work!
You are not lucky HSP, you are plainly loved very much by God, and me.

From now on, hang it around your neck okay.
I don't want to hear you sob in the phone, then laughed hysterically two minutes later, again.

Till then.

You looked nice here, much better with the white-rectangular-shaped-wallet-looking-Roxy necklace.

What is this man?

2009-08-27T17:15:00.003+08:00

Things I have been doing since 2.

-Washed clothes, hanged the clothes.
-Took the clothes in cause it was raining.
-Hanged the clothes outside again when the rain stopped.
-Took the clothes in again cause the sky decided it was fun to see me running in and out of the house.

Seriously, my legs are feeling tired of the constant movement up and down the stairs, in and out of the house.
Aaarrgggghhh, this is not fun, at all.

Till then.

The Climb

2009-08-26T22:20:00.005+08:00

The Climb - Miley Cyrus

I used to dislike this song, just because Miley Cyrus sang it. HAHA.
Not to say I hate her, I just think she doesn't deserve the fame she has now.

But as I hear it more often on the radio, I came to like it.
The lyrics of the song is very meaningful,
and definitely not those I love you, you love me kinda cliche stuff.
I bet many of yall have heard of the song, try looking up the lyrics and see if it applies to you,
as it did to me.

I find it very true when it says we are gonna face alot of mountains and uphill battles in our life.
Sometimes we win, sometimes we lose.
Its no longer the outcome that matters,
or how fast we overcome it.

Its the process.

We fight, we fall.
We pick ourselves up, we continue fighting.

When we succeed, we achieve something.
When we don't, we are stronger than before.

Its a win-win situation no matter what.

Therefore, every obstacle we meet in life, is worth the effort to overcome it.
We should not give up, we should not blame God.
Give thanks as He has given you a chance to struggle, to breakthrough,
to become someone better.

May we be like butterflies, as they too, struggled to become better.
Till then.

131

2009-08-25T03:05:00.003+08:00

The 131st post.
I didnt realise I have written so many posts.
Looking back at my crappy posts made me laugh real hard.

Classes were back on today.
It was good to see my classmates, but damn, it was draining.
Everyone got real serious with their studies since AS gave all of us a tight slap on the face.
I really hope this drive goes on until A2, and then we are free to do all those shits we wanted.
Work hard Classmates!

Sometimes I do wonder,
How does the law of attraction works?

Till then.

I miss Ipoh, dearly.

2009-08-23T23:58:00.005+08:00

They say,

Happy times pass faster.

I had to agree with both my hands up.

Two weeks of holidays passed by without me noticing it.

Was feeling extremely reluctant to leave my home.

Home is certainly sweet.

Every single meal of mine was prepared nicely on time.

I get to waste time lying around the bed, the floor, the couch, practically everywhere,

Spending quality time with my parents, talking about stories when my siblings and I were young, and laughed at all our stupid moments.

Going out for meals with parents, nice food, and I need not pay a single cent! HAHA!

Hanging out with my ex-schoolmates, laughing at every single small joke made, and just, appreciating each other's presence.

Ahhhh, I am missing all of them already.

Time to get back to my studies.

I am definitely getting white hair all over.

I shall make it the next trend.

Till then.

Homecoming

2009-08-07T09:17:00.002+08:00

"Well, I'm going home, back to the place where I belong''

After today, I have two weeks break from the hectic college schedule.

Ipoh awaits! Yay to that!

I love Daughtry, and I love my home.

HOME SWEET HOME, HERE I COME!

Till then.

Awaiting the return of the BBB.

2009-08-06T09:52:00.004+08:00

He is finally coming back to Malaysia after so long.
I can barely remember how he looks like.
Luckily I have pictures of him in my computer.
I was so relieved when I saw his picture.
Ask me why?
Well, he looks like a clown, and nobody said we looked alike, so I am safe, still gorgeous. HAHA!

Craps aside, I miss him so much.
Can't wait to see him again, can't wait to fight with him for everything available, can't wait to laugh out loud with him.
Okay, now he sounds like my boyfriend. That's bad.
I shall stop here.
Come back, bro, with gifts. LOL.

Till then.

Pretty Hand.

2009-08-06T02:59:00.008+08:00

I have a very talented classmate.
He draws anywhere, anytime, on anything.
Obviously he vandalises the tables in college, and he covered his test papers with drawings instead of answers.
Therefore I decided to sacrifice my hand for his itchy hands.
He did a pretty good job, and he said my hands were smooth, so it was easier for him to draw.
So I guess it was me afterall. LOL.

>>> My already pretty hand pretty-fied. HAHA!

>>> My super talented bergaya classmate.

>>> On second thought, he might be gay instead of gaya.

Thanks classmate, you know you love me. (=

Till then.

I am now 19.

2009-07-30T13:03:00.011+08:00

I had a great 19th birthday, because I have great friends! (=

Thank you Mommy, Daddy, Da Ger and Er Ger for calling and promising me my gifts to come. HAHA!

Thank you every single person that wished me on that day. (=

Loads of pictures, enjoy!

Shall start with a steamboat session at Kirsten's.

A joint birthday meal with Kit Joy, along with Kirsten, Emily and Xian.

>> My Bestest childhood friend Kirsten made me this huge ass card! It was so awesomely and beautifully made! Thanks to those who wrote down their birthday wish!

At Feed 'N' Flirt, a restaurant with fish spas, along with Debbie, Manvin, Shaowen and Jason. It was indeed an experience! Thanks a bunch, people.

At Pyramid, dinner at Ole-Ole Bali. Public Enemies after, along with YanWen, KeiYan, Uitee and MunXiew.

At Olivens, Ipoh. A joint birthday with KahHuay! Along with ZhaoXing, YanWen, ShunLing, KahHuay, Daniel, SoonKen. My Ipoh butts!

At INTI, along with my beloved S1 classmates.

That's about it. This is way overdue, hope you guys like the pictures. (=

Thank you, again!

Till then.

IntiProm 09'

2009-07-19T01:43:00.005+08:00

My first real prom.

I wore a dress, and heels.

Walked into a hall full of humans, me being the giant.

KeiYan had neckache trying to look at my gorgeous face. HAHA!

Was one of the prom queen nominees, did some ridiculous Indian dance on stage, waved goodbye to 2 years supply of New Zealand Natural. LOL.

Took tons of pictures, had a great time.

I love my classmates. (=

Till then.

There you go.

2009-07-14T15:10:00.003+08:00

The content above explains my strength and good looks.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

I love my mom and dad.

Till then.

A lil of everything.

2009-07-04T11:05:00.005+08:00

Updates.

1. Been spending ALOT of time with Debbie.

Dinner, study, swimming, supper. If you see me, you see her. LOL.

2. We spent so much time together, that she decided to let me cut her hair.

I got her BANGS! HAHA! She looks so awesomely cute now.

I never knew I was this talented.

3. Anu turned 18 on the 29th of June.

Being her wonderful classmates, we gave our whole day to her.

We skated, watched movie and had dinner with her.

Oh, I being the greatest one, gave her a place to stay that night itself. LOL.

We had fun, she did too. I think.

4. A-Levels is getting really difficult.

I am blank half the time in class.

I need a good brain. Blah.

Till then.

Why?

2009-06-27T16:04:00.002+08:00

Have you ever wonder why?
How come you can never get something that you want, no matter how you have worked?

Have you ever wonder why?
How could someone else just came out of nowhere, and got what you wanted, effortlessly?

You tried so hard,
You made a fool out of yourself,
but a smile of the other took away everything.

You spent days trying,
You tired yourself out,
but a moment of the other beats you entirely.

You thought you have done enough,
You are happy with the little that you have achieved,
but by looking at the other, you have never felt that small.

Maybe, just maybe,
some things are meant to be,
but just not yours.

Till then.

The day we became santa clauses.

2009-06-23T16:00:00.003+08:00

Last Thursday, ShunLing and I went to Tenji, a japanese buffet restaurant.
They had this lunch and supper promotion, 39.90+ per pax.
We had been waiting forever for this day.
We booked weeks ago for supper, 9.30pm to 12.30am.
We are particularly fast in action when it comes to food.

Not knowing where the place is, we had the map printed out.
The place is at Solaris KL, Mont Kiara, right above Cold Storage.
Its fairly easy to locate the place.
And we did.
Who said girls have bad sense of directions?

We reached around 9.15pm, there was a small crowd waiting outside already.
Just a small crowd,
we rejoiced to ourselves thinking that we are so smart to book a Thursday night,
To our horror, a long line was behind us by 9.30pm.
Tightening our fists, we agreed silently that tonight will be the night, that we will go ALL OUT, to fight through the crowd, to get the food. Period.

We paid at the entrance, 39.90 + tax, which rounds up to about RM45.00.
*steals*

Our eyes brightened up INSTANTLY when the food comes into sight.
They have practically everything there, from japanese to eastern, to western.
Without any slight hesitation, we threw ourselves at the food,
piling everything possible onto our plates.
After minutes of barging through people and grabbing of food, we settled down on our food-filled table and started eating.

We kept on eating, but the food never seemed to lessen.
We barely stop to take breaths in between.

We were lucky,
we had the perfect seats, which is right next to the desserts session.
The cakes and ice cream were calling out to us, we just knew we had to eat them.
Soon after, we indulged ourselves in it.
Having the strategic seats, we ran to the ice cream booth whenever the queue is not ridiculously long.
They were AMAZING!
Duh, its Haagen Dazs.

Right, enough of my food war stories.
Here comes the pictures.

Cod Fish.
Dropped the clips at the counter immediately to make sure we don't have to wait too long for it.
Ain't I smart?
Not badly cooked, though the sauce was a bit too salty.

Tiramisu.
The waiter automatically took one out whenever I get out of my seat.
Maybe I showed up too many times at the counter, but who knows, maybe I looked hot that night? HAHA.
But seriously, this is real good, both of us loved it.

Chocolate fondue.
A huge chocolate fountain is available at the drinks counter.
Sweet. (=
You can practically swim inside the chocolate pool.
I wanted to, but they stopped me.

Sashimi.

Most of the customers raced for the fresh oysters, I think they are real fresh?

But definitely not my cup of tea, I don't eat cold, moving rubber.

Had a few pieces of raw salmon, raw scallops and raw butterfish.

Not bad.

Baby coconuts.
This is another popular thing in Tenji.
Fresh and sweet coconut water.
Make sure you are fierce enough to squeeze through the crowd and grab all you can.
ShunLing is not bad at all doing that. LOL.

Meat. Crabs. Meat. Cheese Mussels. Meat.
Lamb, beef, chicken, duck....
If you hate meat, don't bother coming, they are all over the place, and I LOVE them.
The crabs were GREAT too! They served the meatiest part of the crab, YUM!
Cheese-baked mussels, AWESOME!

Tempura. Appetizers. Roast Chicken.
Not the best tempura I have tried, plus I am never a big fan of tempura.
Appetizing-looking appetizers, but HELLO, who needs appetizers?
Chicken wings are cancerous, so ShunLing ate them. HAHA!

Mousse cakes.

I hated them. LOL.

Ice blended Lemon.

ShunLing said it was good.

But I got turned off by the colour.

Blue lemon juice? Yikes.

Western corner.

This was right beside me.

Was too full to walk around taking pictures of the whole restaurant.

My desk partner before, food partner now.

We left the place around 12.15am as the place closes at 12.30am.

Came in with a flat tummy, and left looking like santa clauses.

Tenji is a great place for big eaters, as they serve everything under the sky, unlimited.

Quantity wise, AWESOME. Quality wise, SATISFACTORY.

They don't serve the most delicious dishes, but good enough to impress.
We had a great time and were certainly satisfied. (=

Till then.

Happy Daddy's day.

2009-06-21T17:54:00.013+08:00

Happy Father's day to all fathers out there.

Especially to mine. (=

My dad is loud,

when he speaks, you might thought the rain is coming.

My dad is strong,

when he has his racquet in hands, no rest in needed in between.

My dad is brave,

when cockroaches came to visit, he makes sure they get some shoe-smacking full body treatment.

My dad is great,

when the rubbish stinks, he will be the one taking them out.

My dad is AWESOME!

he must be, because my mom married him.

I love you, dad.

Happy Father's day. (=

>>>> AWWWHHH, my handsome dad and gorgeous mom.

Till then.

and I thought girls were scary.

2009-06-17T23:43:00.002+08:00

Guys never like to shop with girls.
They claimed that we take forever.

But apparently they take forever too!
Walked from shops to shops, looking at the same old stuff, touching and smelling, then leave without purchasing it.
Jellified legs, deflated tummy.
Totally draining.
Luckily they managed to buy something at the last half hour,
or I might just break their faces.

In conclusion,
shopping with guys aint that fun also.
Unless they pay for my stuff, then I don't mind, at all. (=

p/s Prom is coming. Might be going. Kyan is going as a BLACK knight, erm, black boy.

Till then.

I appreciate you.

2009-06-16T19:06:00.003+08:00

Friends come and go, that's what they say.
Its a fact, a miserable fact.
I love my friends, I don't want to lose them, any of them, ever,
period.

I have a gang of wonderful friends in college.
They are nice, sweet, decent and awesome gentlemen.
They are super kind, helpful, sacrificial and fun girls.
We just clicked like none other, and it just feels right with them.

This post may sound gay and cheesy,
but the fact that I might not see them after A Levels hits me hard.
I have been seeing them everyday since the first day of college,
how not to feel the emptiness without their company.

I love all of you very much.
Y'all brought me joy, y'all made my college life memorable.
I loved every single bit of the past semesters,
and I shall enjoy every single bit of my last semester with y'all.

I appreciate you.

Till then.

when K meets D

2009-06-16T01:05:00.004+08:00

I am bunking at D's tonight, again.
Crazy stuffs happen when we are put together.
The last time I spent a night here, we broke the bed.

We played pool and photo hunt tonight.
Some freaks who screamed and hit the machine when we couldn't find the differences.
Oh well, we had fun.

And now, we are webcamming each other, while sitting next to each other.
We are so much fun, just admit it. LOL.

Till then.

And then, it is finally over.

2009-06-13T20:25:00.002+08:00

YEAP, I am done with my AS exam.
Came home to spend the weekend.
Had a great time with my family.
Ate a lot of SCRUMPTIOUS food.
East Ocean's roast lamb is always THE best.

Hung out with a few of my close friends.
Went down all the way to Kampar to surprise Elaine for her birthday.
She certainly was surprised, accompanied by some tears.
It is great to see all of them after so long,
reminds me of how great their company was.

Classes are starting on Monday,
which leaves me with no holidays at all.
Pure torture.
But well, I kinda miss having fun times with my classmates.

A2 exam will be starting in 4 months time.
That means I have limited time to become smart.
I shall pray hard and keep my fingers crossed.

I have a few books which I havent read,
will be drowning myself in it soon.
Besides the few that I bought quite some time ago,
my brother bought me the latest book by Jodi Picoult, Handle With Care,
HAPPINESS!
Hard cover weyy, all the way from Germany.
Thanks Gor, I shall certainly handle it with care. (((=

That's all for now.
I love you guys.

Till then.

No more nutella for me.

2009-06-01T00:12:00.003+08:00

Updates.

1. 5 more papers to go. I can't wait to break free and fly home to my chocolate heaven.
2. Cleaner came yesterday. My toilet bowl shines now. I feel happier when I sit on it.
3. Econs is tormenting me mentally. It isn't hard, it just takes some brain juice to memorise them, which I totally hate doing. )=
4. I have no sem break at all. How ridiculous is that. INTI kills.
5. My eyes are getting blind soon. I need some green instead of my screen.
6. I miss my family so much.
7. I miss my friends so much.
8. I want to go home so much.
9. I hate exams so much.
10. I am done ranting. Blah.

Birthday Boys and Girl

2009-05-23T05:49:00.003+08:00

A very happy birthday,

to my dearest friend and Godsis,
SUM YEE MUN.

to my awesomely GREAT friend,
DUNCAN HUI.

and to my rock-star-to-be friend,
TIMOTHY KANG.

Have a blast, people. (=
I love you all, very much.

m-o-u-s-e-y

2009-05-22T16:11:00.002+08:00

lying-floor-turn-side-saw-mouse-peek-door-slit-jumped-ranaway-heart-stopped-stunned-taped-cereal-boxes-cover-up-slit-heart-pumping-mad-stupid-mouse-cute-face.
phewwww.

Mommy's Day

2009-05-09T20:48:00.002+08:00

Dear Mom,

Happy Mother's Day!

You are the greatest mom!
You brought me to this wonderful world.
You nurtured and moulded me into who I am today.
You beared with my nonsense and my rebellious acts.
You love me at all times, all times.

Thank you so much for everything.
I love you FOREVER!

Have fun with pa and kor in Venice.
Buy me lotsa stuff okay?? ((+

Missing you all so much.

Till then.

Just for you, AS.

2009-05-06T12:55:00.003+08:00

Dear AS,

I love you,
You love me.
We are super BFF.
With a great big hug,
and a kiss from me to you.
Won't you give me four straight A's?

Lots of love, kaibing

Sam's Revenge

2009-04-27T22:34:00.003+08:00

I have nothing to do with this.

Sam's Revenge to Leland, I did this because I am a great friend. HAHA.

But I must say, aren't they sweet? CHEERS. (=

Till then.

The woman of my life.

2009-04-25T10:45:00.004+08:00

My title is way too misleading. HAHA

Michelle Chuen Zhao Xing turns 19 today.
Everytime I tell her its her big day, she says, I AM AGING!
Fine fine, you ARE aging, definitely. HAHA.
I am still younger, and will be younger than you forever and ever and ever. HA!

Known you for too long,
been best friends for so long.
Our moments can never be replaced,
or I should say,
I don't want them replaced.

Woman,
I loved you then, loving you now, and will love you always.
I know you love me too! (You better.)

I promise to be there at the altar on your wedding day,
with my eyes filled with tears,
and my heart filled with joy.
(and my ham sup eyes focused on your husband's best man. HAHA!)

And no no, nothing like bride wars. LOL.

HAPPY BITHDAY 19th WOMAN!
OLD WOMAN!!!!!
saggy and wrinkly. YUCKS.

Till then.

Real life superheroes.

2009-04-20T17:15:00.006+08:00

I always love superhero movies.
I mean,
they fly, they time travel, they are invincible, they paint the future?
How EXTREMELY cool is that?
Don't you just want to be like them?
Or just know someone like them?

Well, we being the smartest creation of God,
know that superheroes like that don't exist.
But how about real life superheroes?
By that I mean, parents.

I never really put much thought into it before this.
You know, to imagine how is it like to be a parent myself.
Now that I do, I dread it.
I never want to be a parent to myself, nor to my two elder brothers,
like seriously. No joke.

I am not implying the idea that we are dreadful children,
but we certainly were difficult to raise.

Why so?

I can give you examples of why.

Imagine having a son asking the babysitter,
"Auntie, why you so old also haven't die wan?"
And yes, she quitted the next day.

Or, imagine your sons jumping down from the balcony,
thinking that they can fly,
like Superman.

Oh yeah, how about a son who was so curious,
that he placed his foot right behind the car tyres when you were reversing your car,
just to see whether it hurts or not.

Erm, a son who won six vitagens from some lame competition,
and threw all six out of the house compound,
just because his CUTE LIL SISTER wanted one.

You call them sons, but they act like girls, at times.
One thinks he bathes fast, and got us delayed for at least 15mins every single time.
One thinks he looks hot, who combs his hair 100times per side every time he goes out.
You tend to worry right, are they straight?

They even fought for tauhu.
One poked the other with a fork, causing 4 holes on the back of his hand,
the one who was poked threw the tauhu at the other's face.
Oh, he actually missed, the tauhu was splated all over the wall.
Goodness, how cute right?

I have been telling ugly stories about them.
Not much about me, I think I was a pretty good kid. LOL!
Maybe just stuff like,
I cried whenever I see unfamiliar faces, I cried when I lose in board games, I cried when they bully me, I cried when I don't get to eat dinner in front of the tv, I cried when they took all my food...

And I am a little picky, erm,
I don't take black food, I don't take vege, I don't take nuts, I don't take fish, I don't take durians, I don't take chicken breast, I don't take prawns...
You know, just minor stuff like these.

AH! We eat a lot too! Like, a lot.
We are born with stomach like black holes.
Mom's fault!
Money they spent on feeding us, I think they can travel to many places with that.

Oh well,
my parents ARE superheroes.
They survived through all these.
We grew up into adults, we matured into useful beings.
Despite all the hard times we gave them, I know they are very proud of us.

Same goes to all the great parents out there.
All of you, are superheroes.
I truly admire all of you. (=

I love my parents deeply,
and my devious brothers too.

p/s: See, gorgorS, I said I love you two, Don't kill me for this.

Till then.

updates.

2009-04-20T13:14:00.003+08:00

1. Been sick, took panadols, recovered, alive and kicking now.
2. Been spending a lot of time at Mcd trying to study.
3. Been watching quite some movies to distress too.
4. Went out with ma girls last Saturday! LOVE THEM.
5. Missing home alot. )=
6. Heading home this weekend.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL THE APRIL BABIES.
SO MANY OF YALL.
MELVYN, QIVIN, NIVEN, WINNIE, YEEYENG, JUNSENG, VEELOON, ESTHER, ZHAOXING, MUNYEE, MELANIE, SZEHAW, MARCUS.
Hopefully I didnt miss out any.

Oh yeah, get well soon, limshaowen, you are hilarious. I don't know to laugh or to cry. LOL.

Till then.

It hurts larhh

2009-04-13T21:14:00.003+08:00

My throat hurts terribly.
Like seriously. . .

)=

Till then.

*edit*

My throat still hurts after taking the hot soup, hot lemon juice, and strepsils.
I hope the salt water works.
I miss my mom. )=
I am complaining and whining too much, I know.
But it hurts. )=

Till then.

LOL.

2009-04-09T02:00:00.002+08:00

Cwsam - November Rain says:
i went jogging earlier la . .ahha
malu onlyu la

kaibing=) says:
whyy

Cwsam - November Rain says:
coz the park very near ma

kaibing=) says:
half a round wana die edi?
haha

Cwsam - November Rain says:
i never bother to comb hair n all that

kaibing=) says:
HAHAHA
u never do

Cwsam - November Rain says:
then i walked past the bus stop . . .

Cwsam - November Rain says:
this girl asked me .. are u ok ??

kaibing=) says:
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHA

Cwsam - November Rain says:
-.-

kaibing=) says:
AHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA

This is the convo I had with Sam in the middle of the night.
I roared with laughter man.
Sam sam, you never fail to make me laugh my head off.
I miss you much!

Till then.

s u s h i yum (=

2009-04-08T17:41:00.008+08:00

I just drowned myself in a sea of sushiS!
HA HA HA HA!

Well, I certainly don't mind,
I would die feeling full and happy if so. LOL.

So yeah, I went lunch/dinner at Sakae Sushi with KuanYee and her bf.
The promotion time is from 3-6pm, 22.90++, student rate.
We started of taking a few plates from the sushi belt.
Then, KuanYee went all crazy and ordered like 30 plates with one simple click on the computer.
The food came plates after plates.
I think we could feed ten people with the amount of food we had.
We couldn't finish the food of course, and they charge us for leftover food.

Therefore, we did something very bad, yet so common.
We hid our rice and leftovers under the plates and squished them.
Yes yes, very bad, but don't lie, you all did the same, didn't you?

So yeah, an enormous meal out with my pretty bestie. MUAH.
and an enormous stomach as I return to my crib.

>>>> We started off with some plates.

>>>> We ended up with a lot of plates.

>>>> We tried so hard to hide the leftovers. LOL.

>>>> Me and the food waster.

>>>> I still love you, best friend. (=

Oh ya, Debbie gave me a super cute cupcake the other day.

It ended up in my tummy anyway.

CHOMP CHOMP (+

>>>> I named it Tippy. HAHAHA.

Till then.

the hysterical turns 19

2009-04-07T02:25:00.004+08:00

I have a friend,
she is hysterical.

Not a figure of speech,
she IS hysterical.

She laughs at the least funny thing,
for more than ten minutes.

She screams at the least scary thing,
and teared after that.

She is 168cm tall,
but with size 5 feet.

She is Wong Kit Yin,
and I love you. (=

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!
Have a hysterical one.

>>> back in f4.

>>> back in f5.

Till then.

The Tiny Assassin

2009-04-06T07:42:00.004+08:00

What's tiny, but scary?
What crawls, but able to fly?
What's black, with a tint of brown on it's back?
What makes a person shriek without doing anything?

COCKROACHES!

I have to admit, I hate cockroaches.
I don't just hate them, I am scared of them.
I don't even know why.
They just give me goosebumps and I kinda jumped every single time I see them.

When I was young, one assassin decided to land on top of my Patches (my soft toy doggy).
And goodness, I swear it was looking at me with its tiny eyes, and telling me,
hello, you are so not gonna sleep here tonight aye?
UUUGGGHHHH, but damn it was right, I slept with my parents that night.

I think I grew braver as I grew up, I don't overreact much.
At least I won't go running around waving my hands in the air. But,
I am still scared of it.
I drowned a few of them, because I can't bring myself to touch that thing. NO WAY.
It is so disgusting.
I haven't encounter a flying assassin, but I can totally imagine that horrifying scene,
It flying towards my large mouth when I am laughing out loud, YUCK.
I pray hard that would never ever happen.

Last night, on our way home from dinner.
I saw two assassins on the pavement, and I went eeeeee.
And guess what, my friend, guy, pushed me out of his way, and went WOOOOOAAHHHH.
He practically pushed past me and ran for his life.
I think his roar made me jump rather than the assasins.
It was sooo funny, to see such a big huge guy running for his life.
I must admit I was scared too, but not till that extent. LOL.
Lucikly we weren't at the main road, I would have died when he pushed me if we were.

What a scene, what an amazing creature.
Though tiny, but it sure gives an impact.
SALUTE!

>>>> The most disgusting picture in my blog ever.

Till then.

The Pok Squeals Hi!

2009-04-04T14:05:00.002+08:00

4th April.

The Pok's birthday!

Happy 18th Birthday Adam POK!

Finally legal, but never legal enough to do anything u want. LOL.

Have a blast.

It is great having you in S1.

Study hard for AS, POK.

Happy Birthday again,

Adam POK Wen Thean. (=

Till then.

Jealousy.

2009-03-31T23:56:00.003+08:00

It is ugly.
It kills, mentally.

It occurs, when you lose the attention,
even when you never really cared about having it.

It eats you up slowly,
pushing you into doing horrible stuff you could never imagine yourself doing.

You cannot stop it,
it comes, naturally.

But you have a choice,
to not act on it.

Yes, you do,
you have the choice.

Don't let it overpower you,
Don't let it control you.

Jealousy sucks,
but you have to suck it in.

Till then.

My neverneverland.

2009-03-29T14:15:00.002+08:00

Home is good.
It always makes me feel recharged.
All the love, the food, the friends. (=
I had so much food since the day I came back,
bloated, like seriously.
I feel the pregnant women's pain. LOL.

Ipoh, my neverneverland.
Makes me never want to go back,
to my crib, my books, my stone-faced housemate. HAHA.

Till then.

Rainbow, where?

2009-03-26T03:04:00.005+08:00

Things haven't been good recently.

Been slacking a lot.

I know I must push myself to study, I really do.

But somehow, laziness overpowered me.

Classmates are changing, they are evolving,

from hangout buddies to study partners.

It's intimidating, to see the most carefree ones settle down and geeked up.

A-Levels sucks out the sunshine from my life.

I am waiting for my rainbow.

I want my rainbow.

Till then.

Something call choice.

2009-03-24T13:14:00.006+08:00

Have you ever want something very badly?
So badly, that you are willing to go all out for it.

Be it a thing, an acceptance, a relationship, a chance, a dream, a goal.
Whatever that is, we work so hard for them.

We might even be blinded by them, our focus are only on them, and nothing else.
We hurt our loved ones, we ignore our morality, we drop our rational minds.

In the end, when we finally have our hands on what we longed for.
We have got it.
But is it satisfaction, or is it emptiness?
Did we lose something more important in the process?

We are given a choice in life, in everything we do.
We ourselves, chose to do all things,
and of course,
we are the ones to bear the consequences.

Often, we are put in a difficult situation.
Stuck on the fence, not knowing which side is the better one,
the better way.

Dilemma, we call it.
Everyone will experience them.
Even babies, simpler stuff for them, of course.

Maybe you would say,
An economist will make better choices,
since they know how to count the opportunity cost, knowing how much they will lose out by deciding on a certain thing.
But do opportunity cost exist in everything?

So,
Do we still pursue what we want?
Or do we stay on the safe side, and let things happen themselves?
It's your choice.

Till then.

My Little Deb.

2009-03-23T20:40:00.005+08:00

Deb is here!
She is doing SAM programme in Taylors.
She is soooooo near to me now! (=

Thrilled!

I have another buddy to babble with, we shall talk about everything under the sky.
But well, she's Deb, we might end up talking just about boys.
HAHA. I am glad she is here with me now.

Kirsten Wong, jealous much? HAHAHA.
The bridge is here with one of the towers! (((+

The Twin Towers. (=

Till then.

Of Bras and Panties.

2009-03-22T20:17:00.005+08:00

They have seen me in my bras and panties,
maybe even naked.

They know my darkest secret,
and they have seen my ugliest flaw.

I tease them about their height and size,
they tease me about my flabs and spare tyres.

I love them, more than doughnuts and whatssoever.
I will make sure I'll be there and cry,
when they say their wedding vows one day. (=

Till then.

My butts!

2009-03-18T21:43:00.002+08:00

I am so hyped up now.

My two butts, I mean, my two best buds are coming down to Subang tomorrow!
I grinned from ear to ear when they told me,
and yes, I think Garfield is cute.
So that makes me cute too. (((=
Okay, I am totally talking nonsense here.
It is the adrenaline, LOL.
Will update about their trip.

OHH YEAH, I watched Marley and Me.
It was undeniably touching, I bet almost everyone cried.
Never had a dog, but always wanted one.
It is so adorable.
A must-watch indeed. (=

Till then.

Guitar Hero in UK.

2009-03-15T08:56:00.004+08:00

>>>> The last Sunday before he left for UK. Him and his babi face. LOL.

Sor Zai Sam in UK. Missing him like crazy, but he is having fun there. So yeah, I am happy for him.

>>>> That was like 5.30am in the morning. HAHA.

>>>>He missed me sooo much that he cried. AHAHA!

>>>>Sam with his cool hoodie!

>>>> With Henri, his SUPER CUTE cousin.

>>>>>He is sooooo shy!

Till then.

p/s: Sam, I totally hate you for getting Taylor Swift's concert tickets! I WANT EM'!

highschool fun

2009-03-07T18:54:00.002+08:00

Let us remember how fun highschool was in this post.

Highschool is FUN!
When the teachers are not around,
PICNIC TIME! Time to head to the canteen and grab some food!
I was such a kind person back then.
My classmates actually came to me and listed down their orders.
I totally regret not charging them extra to earn some profit.

Highschool is FUN!
We entertained ourselves when lessons get boring.
We browsed around, and laughed at sleepy classmates.
The look on their faces when they dozed off; the way their bodies swayed; the length of the drool...
those moments were hilarious.
We laughed our heads off, at the same time trying hard not to get noticed.

Highschool is FUN!
35 minutes of recess time was never enough,
therefore we prolonged it.
When the bell rang, we made our way to the toilet, lingered a bit...
5 mins later, we walked back out and joined the students who came out for the second recess.
One hour of recess time, aint we smart?

Highschool is FUN!
I always loved friends who bring food to school.
Especially those NICE friends who bring NICE food.
Open their lunch boxes, steal their food, replace with something you bought which are not as nice, cover it back, pretend nothing really happened.
That's how I get to try out many nice food.

Highschool is FUN!
I met so many different kinds of people, interesting people.
One stingy friend of mine was pretty interesting.
She claims that her sweets expired already, everytime we asked for some.
Later on, we found out, those sweets were perfectly fine.
We laughed so much, at the same time, we took all her sweets.

Highschool is FUN!
You have clumsy friends who entertain you.
The woman, fell down 4567898765456 times in school.
She was lucky, I was always the sole audience.
But surely, I laughed as if hundreds were there.
Oh woman, you sure did make my school days FUN!

Highschool is FUN!
You have rebellious friends doing stupid stuff.
The blonde, slept in class, almost every single day.
That wasn't funny, the funny thing was, she slept with her butt sitting on the floor, head on the chair, covered by a friend sitting beside.
Plus, she skipped class to the canteen for laksa. And got caught minutes after that. LOL!

Highschool is FUN!
We gossiped so much in class.
Things about people we know, people we don't know, people on the streets...
Whoever, whatever, whenever.
Something small can make us laugh big,
we were just a bunch of happy teens.

Highschool is FUN!
We bullied the kind-hearted teachers, not literally of course.
Kind teachers will never suspect you, even when you give them the lamest reasons.
I skipped classes to chitchat with friends from other classes, to eat in the canteen, to enjoy the aircon in the staff room...
and went back to class with the same reason every single time, SORRY TEACHER, NETBALL STUFF!

Highschool is FUN!
Having a headgirl sitting beside you is an ultimate advantage.
You get to know many political stuff happening in school,
and you shall never be afraid of sudden spotchecks,
because when she disappears, I know what is happening in 5 minutes time.
Time to hide my phone YO!

Highschool is FUN!
Netball brought me joy, it brought me pride.
The feeling you get, when you received your trophies on stage,
is incredible, indescribable, irreplaceable.
Though it came along with much effort, pain and sweat,
it sure, was worth it.

Highschool is FUN!
Being a form five student, you are the SENIOR,
anyone younger than you is your junior.
That, ROCKS.
The head prefect and the board are your friends,
who else, matter? BREAK THE RULES and flee. (=

I missed highschool so much!
But I am glad I had those moments. (=

Till then.

Me in my Thirties?

2009-03-06T00:57:00.006+08:00

My brother asked me a question on the phone.
Imagine yourself ten years later,
how would you want it?

Well, certainly, older.

But how would my life be?
What kind of person am I at that time?
Who would be around me?

I want to lead a good life, a happy life.
A life,
with so much goodness in it;
that people are envious of it,
but at the same time, glad that they are a part of it.

I want to be a good person, a great person.
A person,
where I will be able to look into the mirror everyday,
and see a person I am proud of,
a person whom people embrace, and not loathe.

I want to have my loved ones, my family and friends, with me.
People I treasure so much,
and I want them to still be with me ten years from now,
and years ahead.
I want them to be a part in everything I do.

The question is, how do I make it happen?
Am I good enough for all these?
Will all that come true one day?
Well, I don't have the answers, nobody does.

But I know one thing, I want God in my life,
now,
and years ahead.

My life has been smooth, and He has been there all my life.
Isn't it obvious that it was Him, that guided me through all things?
I believe so.

I can't prove to the world,
with sciences and facts and theories,
but tell me, who else, would do that for me?

Therefore I know, with God in my life,
things must be better than it can ever be.

I might not end up rich nor successful,
maybe I was never meant to be.
But one thing for sure,
it would definitely be better than a life without Him.

So yeah, I want a life with Him.
Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow.

Till then.

Day out with the Blonde.

2009-03-02T08:15:00.003+08:00

Went out with the blonde on saturday.

Had breakfast at old town, then we headed over to Parade.

Walked around, said a few hellos,

bought the stuff I wanted to buy,

then we sat down for lunch.

We bought some food at this Asia Fair/Thai Fair.

They have some cheap and nice stuff,

but communication problem comes in.

We were pointing and describing, but they couldn't understand.

We began waving our hands in big motion, talking in weird languages,

hoping that they will finally get what we meant.

It was a hilarious scene,

we made a fool out of ourselves,

and still,

the food that came weren't what we wanted.
We tried, we failed. LOL.

Anyway, I had a great time. (=

>>>> Turns out to be all green.

>>>> We wanted tomyam rice, with runny egg yolk. At least they got the egg right. LOL.

>>>> The only hawker that spoke english. Weird looking food, tasted not bad though.

>>>> Our usual spot, two years ago.

>>>> The lightnings rock, plus we don't have to order anything to chill there. AHAHA.

Till then.

SMILE (=

2009-02-28T23:17:00.003+08:00

Webcam-ed with my brother, Jia-Jin and his girlfriend, Stephanie on MSN.

We talked, we laughed; We had a great time.

Don't you just love the smiles? (=

Till then.

Alone but not lonely.

2009-02-26T19:10:00.004+08:00

Loneliness has always been my greatest fear.

Eating alone,
Walking in malls alone,
Watching movies alone.
I never liked doing all these.
I am way too sensitive about what people might think.
I don't want to be catogorize as a friendless person by other people.
Call me stupid, I know.

But it is different now in Subang.
I ate alone,
I shopped alone.
The reason wasn't because I don't have any friends here to accompany me.
But, at times,
I am just too lazy to call people up for a simple meal, or a short trip to the mall just to get something.
Plus,
I travel by bus over here, so I can go to most places on my own.

Then,
I found out,
that being alone aint that scary after all.

Those alone times actually gave me more space,
allowing me to be in my own world.
to do some self reflection,
to go through decisions I have made,
to make desicions without being influenced by others.
Its, peaceful, like a getaway from the noise.

Honestly, I quite like those moments.
I feel independent, and smart.
Because those decisions I have made, come with consequences that I would have to bear, myself.
And that trained me in making better and smarter decisions.

Besides,
I save more time when I shop alone.
I just walk straight into the shop, get what I want, and chao.
Sweeeet?

So yeah.
I am just saying, I am a big girl now.
I won't die when left alone.

But still,
I love my friends, very much. (=
Their presence coloured my life.

So,
I might be alone, but not lonely.

Till then.

NENNEN rangers Yo!

2009-02-25T22:09:00.008+08:00

INTI held a closed futsal competition.

My classmates formed a team and took part in it.

They named themselves, NENNEN rangers, how wonderful eh.

Futsal is a game I will never understand, but am trying to

So yeah, went to support them today..

Didn't cheer much, but laughed much.

Funny boys with their funny actions.

The NENNEN rangers got into the quarters!

*claps claps*
My heart was pumping really fast when their opponent did a penalty shot.

Jeez, never thought futsal can excite me. LOL.

Nice save though.

Some random pictures.

>>>> Me and Adam. Don't ask me what's wrong with his face. LOL.

>>>> Mavin and his failed-face.

>>>> Ernest the Daddy rocked on court.

>>>> Niven was really HIGH.

>>>> Prashanth and his enormous tummy.

>>>> Jianboy and Royhee's sexy backs.

>>>> NENNENs on court.

Till then.

A day out.

2009-02-21T19:18:00.002+08:00

We had extra classes today. From 9 to 2. Total torture.

We went to Snowflake dessert shop after classes.

Their desserts are not bad, with reasonable prices, and a high tech buzzer.

Worth a try!

Went to Sunway Pyramid to buy books after that.

Spent like an hour plus there.

Happily drowning ourselves among the books.

Nothing much, but nice company. (=

Till then.

Sam's farewell

2009-02-18T21:18:00.005+08:00

Pictures from Sam's farewell party at Hugo's.
Theme: Malaysian pirates?

>>>> HAHAHA. Hugo's toilet is big enough for us to do somersaults.

>>>> Mandarin oranges, YUM.

>>>> Food was oh-so-good.

>>>> Like seriously (=

>>>> Nicolas the little pirate.

>>>> Kelsey the cute pirate.

>>>> Wei and Wen, the pirate sisters.

>>>> Jason the silly-looking pirate.

>>>> Carl, you are the man of the night. AHAHAHAHAH!

Not forgetting your Justice Bao face after you tried washing off the eyeliner.

>>>> Girl Power!

>>>> Me and Elaine

>>>> Me and Kirsten

>>>> Me and Kirsten and dog.

>>>> Me and Kirsten

Isn't it weird that I don't have any pictures of Sam in my camera? It is his night after all. HAHA.

Blame no one, but HIM!

He took my camera and took pictures with it. LOL.

I love you SAM!

Till then.

Finally.

2009-02-18T17:53:00.000+08:00

FINALLY I AM ONLINE. (=

HA! HA! HA!